You did what?!

So.. I did it... I posted my blog on Facebook... You know, the place where everyone goes to read about you, look at your pictures.. and judge you?! Yeah, that Facebook. I am dying inside... My heart is beating rapidly, I am sweating, I am scared... scared of what people will say. How they will treat me. This is a huge step. It is me... stepping out into this other side that I don't show people. The side that I hide and only pull out around certain people, on Sundays and when I know that I am safe.

I HATE confrontation! I hate when people disagree with me. I hate not being liked. I am a follower... and now I am letting everyone know... I am a follower of Christ. I will do what is right, I will treat people the way that they deserve to be treated, and I will love them. Loving people has never been my issue. Treating people right is up my alley... but living my life the way that God intended me to live... that is hard. Something I have struggled with and something I will always struggle with. But you know what I am going to do? I am going to take it one step at a time, one day at a time.

I WILL live my life the way I am supposed to... and I will be the best wife, the best mom and the person that God intended me to be.



 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29:11